This is not my voice Not the way I talk Not my natural hair Not the way I walk Still it's who I am I change like the wind Watched a movie now I wanna be like her Legally blonde I'm not gonna dye my hair Not gonna let her die This time 'Cause I gotta hold on, okay To who i am today Before you know it Everyone and everything has changed And I haven't talked to them In like a million years They say forever is just a thing you say before you Disappear After you disappoint Don't think I can call the cops to find you They'll say you voluntarily left 'Cause that's just what people do Disappear and disappoint Disappear and disappoint Disappear and disappoint Disappear Got a plane to catch In my bed off to dreamland Where nobody cares who I am Or who I used to be It's hard to see potential When it's no longer there It's not fair Don't remind me of my long hair Something in the look of her eyes has changed She doesn't really respond the same way To that cute dog in the corner of the street She's scanning the room 'Cause who believes in safety? When even your mom and dad Can change the chemicals in your head Give me one reason why You deserve my trust instead Don't make no promises They're impossible Don't say forever If that's a thing you say before you Disappear After you disappoint Don't think I can call the cops to find you They'll say you voluntarily left 'Cause that's just what people do Disappear and disappoint Disappear and disappoint Disappear and disappoint Disappear