Spitting fountains in the parking lot And everyone's ashamed of the person that I have become And I'm the one to blame I let it get to this point Breathe in the air A certain moment of clarity can show you what's there Even through all the haze But pushing back a fog with a fan Only works for short-lived moments It's time to drive right through the Storm, let the sun provide atonement But it's hard to press the gas When your leg shakes involuntarily Thoughts prove a distraction And you drive without sincerity Wait, let me get this shit clear I think it takes self-realization to understand That there are certain things that can never be abated But memory loss, unabashed disinclination I think it finally makes sense It's a grand interpretation of a problem with myself I need help, add another notch onto the belt of life Another night and a little bit of Light to help me brighten up the future In hindsight How the fuck did I not think of any of this at all before? A lack of dopamine is no reason to be alone Finally, my head feels like it's become a home Well, at least just a little bit Fuck