When the fever breaks I will be right here Sitting in the same spot I'm sitting right now My faith has started to shake I don't know if I still believe You'll ever come to life with this crowd Am I the only One who feels lonely even though I know I'm surrounded by friends Am I the only one who feels that fevered longing God I know I'm the only one who can There's things that I hide Things I keep in the corners of my mind And I can't keep hiding I know you won't approve of this I've got bad taste in art And sex and lying When we sat in my basement and I showed you all my wrongs You said, "just don't Quit your day job." You were right I gave up Four years ago but some things Are just too hard to leave behind. I've changed my mind So many times Cause I wanted you to like me And I'm ashamed to admit It took me this long, but I don't care if you like me Anymore Am I the only Am I the only One who feels that fevered longing Am I the only Am I the only God I know I'm the only who can