You're scared to death I can smell it in your sweat So you can blow it off and act like you were strong But I see you every night up in your bedroom alone I miss those petty lies The hopelessness you tried so hard to disguise And I miss the way you always bitch it's weird But things just haven't been the same way around here In case you forgot We're all that each other's got So forget the articles in all your shallow magazines That say the best thing for you looks like anyone but Me 'Cause I love to watch you drowning in the wake And I love the way your arms start flailing And I love to hear you calling out my name Through the cracks in your taped-up windows I love that something's finally happening 'Cause I love to watch you drowning in the wake And I love the way your arms start trembling And I love the way you're stalling me by calling my name I hate to be around you, I hope you'll stay