I wake up fucked up every morning
Nothing changes but the clothes on my back
And where my acne is at
I swear excessively not because my grammars shit
But because I'm always so mad
Everyone betrays me
You looked me in the eye and you told me
You wanted to be high every day of your life
You fucking got me
And now I sit here just like you, bored as fuck and desperate for something that will
Knock me out
Of this world
And I miss the comfort of being a fuck up with my friends
They drained the good in my blood and turned me bad, bad, bad, bad!
And now I'm getting drunk all alone
Fucking up all by myself, it's not the same
You got me hooked, you left, and I stayed the same
Stayed the same
Stayed the same
You gave me all your bad habits
Then left me to deal with it on my own
I don't know what I'm doing, I don't know what I'm doing!
All I want is more so I feel
The hole in my chest fill up one tiny grain of sand at a time
Fuck all this time
I have to myself and where the fuck
Is my ambition I miss having drive
I'm so tired, every day of my life
But you don't care you wish I was dead
It's okay, me too, I hate myself for
Letting you have so much power over me
Its been a year and I still remember the color of your eyes
And I miss the comfort of being a fuck up with my friends
They drained the good in my blood and turned me bad, bad, bad, bad!
And now I'm getting drunk all alone
Fucking up all by myself, it's not the same
You got me hooked, you left, and I stayed the same
Stayed the same
Stayed the same
It's been a year and I still remember the color of your eyes