Why should I hold on so tight? No room to breath my fight or flight Caught up in this life, this chaotic ride It's been devouring, consuming me The fog won't clear for me, for me to see When am I allowed to feel So that I can learn to heal Try to calm me down I feel like I'm drowning Control freak, controlling How hard I'll hit the ground How hard I'll hit the ground Protecting myself I'll reimagine my disguise Cover up this dark well A place I've buried all my lies There's been some part of me, that can believe Some things will change for me, for me to finally be allowed to heal So that I can learn to feel, yeah Try to calm me down I feel like I'm drowning Control freak, controlling How hard I'll hit the ground I can't calm down, it's got a hold of me Control freak, controlling How hard I'll hit the ground ♪ I'm here watching the time disappear Trying to slow my mind Try to calm me down I feel like I'm drowning Control freak, controlling How hard I'll hit the ground I can't calm down, it's got a hold of me Control freak, controlling How hard I'll hit the ground How hard I'll hit the ground