Give me the dark, and give me peace Serenity is all I need I'm countin money, smokin trees I need to put my mind at ease So give me the dark, and give me peace Serenity is all I need I'm countin money, smokin trees I need to put my mind at ease Always haunted by the demons in my mental Always on the move, never stop, never settle Anybody test me they get hit up wit the metal Better start to move, better run, better petal You ain't nothin different boy quit acting like a rebel I pull up on sight and now I see you acting gentle Fill your head wit lead and now you lookin like a pencil Police gon find you they gon trace you like a stencil Oo These demons they follow me Depression swallow me Leaving me screaming these evils all bother me Distract my mind so I cannot be bothered But deep down inside I be fighting these monsters Anybody else wanna run up on me Anybody else wanna see what I see Step in my brain and just maybe you'll realize these nightmares got details I cannot unsee I choose to ignore them, they don't got me beat It's poppin off rappin or live in the streets Now nothin can stop me, now who gonna pop me I do this for family don't do this for me I'm drownin in evil, don't know how to swim I'm under the water I'm bathing in sin The voices get louder, but they have no power I'm digging my way out the pit that I'm in Give me the dark, and give me peace Serenity is all I need I'm countin money, smokin trees I need to put my mind at ease Give me the dark, and give me peace Serenity is all I need I'm countin money, smokin trees I need to put my mind at ease I tried my best, but I cannot forget I'm addicted to hurting the heart in my chest I am afflicted, unfit, but I can't say the rest But I battle myself on the regular Yes, I'm the worst Wake up wit face in the dirt How I get here and and where is my shirt My demons took over again and I guess I'm to blame I but I cannot complain cause we one in the same But I just gained control But you don't wanna try me cause I do not fold You was born as a bitch, I was born as some gold And f you got a problem your body turn cold Yuh Fuck it I might lose control I'm dumpin your body I might need a boat I'm back on my shit fuck your bitch in her throat I already told you bitch I am the goat The goat, I am above you I fucked on your bitch after she say she love you I meant what I said, I never bluff I'm runnin a muck rearranging her guts They say I'm insane cause I do this for fun The blood on my hands is not nearly enough You know where I be nigga I never run Now what the fuck happened I thought you was tough