I've gone into shock I'm leaving the flock I'm breaking the key inside of the lock I'm flying for free I'm drinking the sea I'm closing down all the things that are me I'm blocking the goal I'm digging a hole I burned all my diamonds Kept all the coal I'm closing the bar I'm crashing the car I'm hoping things stay Not quite as they are I've gone into shock I'm leaving the flock I'm breaking the key inside of the lock I'm flying for free I'm drinking the sea I'm closing down all the things that are me I'm blocking the goal I'm digging a hole I burned all my diamonds Kept all the coal I'm closing the bar I'm crashing the car I'm hoping things stay Not quite as they are Hey I'm afraid to go out in the day In the sun, in the snow, in the rain I'm so scared it might happen again So I'm closing off I'm watching my back Know better than that Jump out of my skin When it's just the cat I'm walking too quick I'm desperate and sick The sounds on the street Are playing a trick Why can't I be strong Why can't I be like The guy who steps in And breaks up the fight Oh no Think quickly The fear's about to hit me Hey I'm afraid to go out in the day In the sun, in the snow, in the rain I'm so scared it might happen again So I'm closing off When I close my eyes I feel the darkness But the fire inside Will burn on regardless Hey I'm afraid to go out in the day In the sun, in the snow, in the rain I'm so scared it might happen again So I'm closing off