The sun will never shine for me Only darkness is real The broken child ready to reveal A reset of the mind is based On this traumatic youth I am real Hide me from myself Hold me tight Cause only darkness is real Death beckons for real My loyal friend, I raise my hands You ask me how deep it is The hole I'm in is bottomless Hide me from myself Hold me tight Cause only darkness is real It's a necessary evil No trust, no honor People are replaceable Only darkness is real And after all these years I feel the painful facts of abuse It is in the glue of my fear It's not the fever that's burning me inside Your cock does Let us fall into nothingness Only darkness is real Only darkness is real I hope it is the last time we meet I hope it is the last time I think you can close them now The green is fading out of your eyes