Ah, I'm fucking drowning
Under the weight of my own decisions
Oh my god
All of this blame
It is exclusive
Abusively dwelling on the wrong thing
Break the mirrors I can't peek
At the truth, in my fractured identity
Bear the burden, I can't speak
Lest I eat my words feed me to the worms
I'm gonna collapse again
Relapse and I won't say sorry
Can't see the end
What do I do now
I need to relax
I'm not okay
Ah, I just wanna live this semi-decent life, man
Why can't I get out my own way
Rip the good I've grown at the roots
I'm way too anxious today
I'll fucking throw it away
I'm gonna collapse again
Relapse and I won't say sorry
Can't see the end
What do I do now
I need to relax
I'm not okay
Lemme outta this cage
Chain link to the brain
Do I need a fucking therapist
Should I focus on breathing
With thoughts so deceiving
I wind up believing I'm dead
I wanna be angry at someone
I wanna be angry at someone
I'd spite my own face with a shotgun
Find me a soapbox, fuck it I'm on one
Yeah, I'm making an exit
Black my soul
It isn't solving the problem
I'm gonna collapse again
Relapse and I won't say sorry
I'm gonna collapse again
Relapse and I won't say sorry
Can't see the end
What do I do now
I need to relax
I'm not okay
It isn't solving the problem
It isn't solving the problem