Frantically waiting For things to stop changing You know how bad I can get Without some reassurance But with every step that I take I have to carry the weight Of the stress and mistakes And why you fell out of place I'm sorry For being absent when you needed me But I'm not the person that I used to be I hope I'll find you there some day But will you remember me Or just the time I spent away I don't wanna cave in again I wanna see this til the end And it's been getting hard to see But do you know the end like me I've been hoping for the best In all of this And I can't help but feel this Endless regret Masked in pretense And I thought I knew what was best But I was wrong Yeah I was wrong There's nothing left for us to say If we're just fading away The vibrance in our lives Is now decaying grey It's the one that I despise I've come to terms with this If we never sever ties then We'll never make it out alive