What happened To the flowers in this garden What used to be your pride and privilege Has diminished to a grayscale image And you built it up Just to let it fall And now I wanna know When did we lose all control I guess that I just feel expendable Just like our memories But you wouldn't remember 'Cause I'm nothing more Than an afterthought to you Just an afterthought to your (Just an afterthought to you) I've been feeling low But looking up And this is what it's like When you hit the ground With nowhere left to go Is there something more for me to find? Or was it gone from the start With everything that felt so out of reach But I've been picking up the pieces That you left behind Of a bigger picture Of a better time That you outgrew Was this easy for you I'm counting backwards again I caught a glimpse of the end And I'm tracing back my footsteps To how it could've been You went somewhere you don't know To find a change or to grow And striking matches so you can't Bridge the distance