My past is bleeding It hunts me down all nightmare long, and My love is fading Sometimes it seems I won't feel it ever again I'm down and I'm drowning I can't forgive myself Can you hear me? 'Cause I can't hear myself, I'm so far away I can't hear myself, I'm so far away, yeah I'm lost in this madness It is endless, and I know there is no way back Everyday I'm fighting with an overwhelming fear of losing control And I'm tired of struggling With this everlasting hell Can you help me? 'Cause I can't help myself, I'm so far away I want to take it back so bad, yeah