Facing all my memories All inside my head Well I can't remember dressed up sharp in nomansland One face is looking right at him Make up-eyed vision thing Crossed-eyed and lonely Rumbling sounds inside me Denying my request Maybe feeling better all that filth upon my chest Find a way to defy me Me and the devil hand in hand Some day I'll find a way, enlight me Evil still rules in showbizzland The liquor burns my breath away I never make it on my own How can I be here All soaked up to the bone Turn over to the dark side A serious part of life I'll found a way creating my own living lie A goal can be a saviour Its unlikely she had lied No time, no games, no friends, no place to hide Slowly wasting away Calling this bullshit a life Dancing on the edge my way to survive Slowly going down the drain Calling this bullshit a life Dancing on the edge my way to survive