How many nights have I wondered How many times have I cried Trying my best to forget you Running right out of my mind You said that I complete you Did you know then it was a lie Thought you could change What love should estrange When you couldn't then you said goodbye And that look in your eye Can you fake such indifference Or did you even try Through a wall of malevolence Did you have ulterior motives For turning so rapidly cold Did you deem it merciful as if In silence I wouldn't know Or did you think it was easy Going right on with your life Leave me behind by the scaffold In the shadow of the falling knife And the look in your eye Can you fake such indifference Or did you even try Through a wall of malevolence To make it fly by Quick as the guillotine Right upon my smile Where my face used to hide