Now I can see my soul
Ain't leting me have some clarity
They keeping me under control
Running the loop of insanity
It's better to make a mistake
Then rather feel guilt like I did a crime
I know that destruction is in my fate
Tell me why to defy gravity
Just grind me down into the dust
And fuck me up 'til make me go bust
I ain't wanna to fight for survival
'Cause all I got is self-disgust
Just grind me down into the dust
And fuck me up 'til make me go bust
I ain't wanna to fight for survival
'Cause all I got is self-disgust
My instincts, my foes
Should I keep 'em close?
They play with me I can't ignore
My brain is overdosed
Just grind me down into the dust
And fuck me up 'til make me go bust
I ain't wanna to fight for survival
'Cause all I got is self-disgust
I'm lifeless, no one in shell
Kicked out from the whole society
I've locked my desires in a cell
But welcome internal anxiety
Just grind me down into the dust
And fuck me up 'til make me go bust
I ain't wanna to fight for survival
'Cause all I got is self-disgust
Just grind me down into the dust
And fuck me up 'til make me go bust
I ain't wanna to fight for survival
'Cause all I got is self-disgust
My instincts, my foes
Should I keep 'em close?
They play with me I can't ignore
My brain is overdosed
Just grind me down into the dust
And fuck me up 'til make me go bust
I ain't wanna to fight for survival
'Cause all I got is self-disgust