You slowly take away the shards of glass
Embedded in my skin from my broken past
The pain a nice distraction
From my emotional rampage
I've spoken but no response
Just empty eyes that won't even look back into mine
How'd I get myself into this mess?
Can't feel a beat within my chest
There's no one left to hear my cries
I've become what I despise
I've spoken but no response just empty eyes
I think I've met my demise
The bathtub fills I feel the warmth of my blood
You're very still, calm, collected
Another tainted soul
I'm numb to this bruise and
The pile of glass grows
Ripping at my skin
Now helpless
The voices won't let up
The pain, I'm helpless
It won't let up
I feel as though (I can't feel it)
I'm dead
I'm dead
Now helpless laying this tub of blood
I feel as though I should not have given up
The pain was a distraction
From my emotional distance
I've spoken but no response just empty eyes
I think I've met my demise
The bathtub fills I feel the warmth of my blood
You're very still, calm, collected
Another tainted soul
I'm numb to this bruise and
The pile of glass grows
Ripping at my skin
I wanna die but I wanna grow
I can't believe this fire came with this smoke
I wanna burn but I wanna breathe
Somebody please hear me screaming
I wanna sink but I wanna feel
I'm sorry Satan but I wanna break this deal
I can't help all that's inside of me
But laying here bleeding I see a new side of things
I wanna die
I wanna grow
I wanna burn but I wanna breathe
I wanna sink but I wanna feel