Whenever i come back, i still feel the same Whenever i get off this dark train, silence grips me again Whenever i come back, i still feel the same Whenever i get off this dark train, silence grips me again Even in the crowd of the city, i still feel alone Steps into space, gaze into eternity I can never reach what i left behind Its all about you, only you Never should have returned what i forsake Those were my pains, only my suicides A little smile from you, keeps me alive In such pain that will never pass away Your smile lets me breathe Time after time i wanted to die, wished you to die too. Wanted to forget your smile that ruined my mind, blinded my eyes I can never reach what i left behind Its all about you, only you Never should have returned what i forsake Those were my pains, only my suicides Never been a bad man, never deserved this There's only a good thing to tell, no one's guilty here I can never reach what i left behind Its all about you, only you Never should have returned what i forsake Those were my pains, only my suicides