There were days that I started hungover Betrayed my ideals 'cos I couldn't recover Being in limbo, tempted by drugs Caring for no one but me I was making my day Holding my ground wasn't easy to manage Depressive in mind and abandoned by courage Betrayed by the world, hiding in darkness Questioning all that I knew I was running away Bridge: Taking a ride on the wings of a demon Rolling dice with the devil and finally losing the game Chorus: Here I stand breaking the chains No more controlled by the pain Almost going insane No more - 1 live again Down in the abyss of hate and frustration No way out of here and no incantation Despising the world, thinking of death Losing all hope, what the hell was going on in my mind? Bridge: Taking a ride on the wings of a demon Rolling dice with the devil and finally losing the game Chorus: Here I stand breaking the chains No more controlled by the pain Almost going insane No more - 1 live again Out of the ashes I rose again Leaving the darkness and making new plans Just like a phoenix that leaves death behind My wall growing stronger and my dreams Will keep me alive Phoenix rise!