If i'd change something I wouldn't be sitting here Like scars from war But with medals of honor Entries in a diary Somewhat without familiarity Or recollection of who this man might be As ugly as he could be without me Page on page of scenery I draw closely to obscurity Always standing in the back To keep my own mind fully intact A day to day fight, like a drug addict I try not to surrender to the needle Inevitable process to become a man The crush under the smallest hands By the smallest person Undermining our foundations As human beings, as personals, as whole It was stronger than me It's still bigger than you Now I'm finding myself staring constantly into a blank The past unchanged, remains I must find another way to reach out for my own help Tell me the story, where it began No more excuses, no more fear Me is all I see, me is all I need What I was is what I am What you've done is who I am Break the circle, clash the scales I am all that is left! We cannot change the past But I will never forget He was me, and I will never be without It was stronger than me! Now I'm whole It's still bigger than you! Now I'm whole