Blacking out on my birthday Throwing up in the car Flirting with the drunk girls I meet inside the bars I never take it further But I think I've gone to far I've had one or to many drinks But they say me I'm a nice guy I live to hear that said I've been trying to impress you And everyone I've met I've been faking my way through it Hoping no one notices I do this all for me I do this all for me Do you think that there's a god dave Someone in the sky Do you think there is purpose Do you enjoy this life Do you answers to those questions That keep you up at night Or do they just write your songs Maybe I'll ask an old friend Someone still going to church Someone who prays before all three meal s And uses cleaner words Someone following the leader Just repeating every verse We're not afraid to die We're not afraid to die But I want a love that's less tangible Don't need to see the wounds on Jesus I wanna to eat the fruit off of tree See what the serpent has to offer Cause I don't care about what Adams did I don't give a shit about someone else's sins My mistakes are my own Cause yeah I'm afraid to die I'm so afraid to die To die