Walk home in the rain, weather changes on a dime The temperature it drops and rises, I'm unsure of how I'll feel this time I don't wanna leave my house today I feel out of tune when it's snowing in June I feel like a cold front, ever changing, I'm pulled apart All up and down, my head's not with my heart Grass is growing, people showing emotions I'm not knowing of, I feel so incomplete Return to books that I keep reading on repeat for the safe consistency I've been drinking more as a last resort Draw back from the bottle once more When you're wasted, you can't hide your feelings from yourself But that's okay, I've already gone through hell A younger me is hoping someone else can save the future he has made