The destination is a lost location. The realisation that we're all patients of ruthless dictators. We're just roofless painters. Painting stories of former glories. Driftwood figurines. Myths blow them to smithereens. I don't want anyone to know what I've done. If they knew they'd have my back against the wall for I've sinned. It's my secret & I will keep it for always. I will pay someday for all of this won't go astray. It remains in my veins & drains the pain straight to my heart. This was my design. I couldn't swallow my own advice. And now I must pay the price. A debt I cannot afford. A threat that cannot be ignored. The dreams have all been washed ashore. Driftwood figurines. Myths blow them to smithereens. I don't want anyone to know what I've done. If they knew they'd have my back against the wall for I've sinned. It's my secret & I will keep it for always. I will pay someday for all of this won't go astray. It remains in my veins & drains the pain straight to my heart. Someone's normality is another's insanity. No new beginnings, this is the sea that I swim in (forever). You are what you drink & my vessel she sinks in this illness. Your freedom's my prison. Oh how I so wish you could feel this. I don't want anyone to know what I've done. If they knew they'd have my back against the wall for I've sinned. It's my secret & I will keep it for always. I will pay someday for all of this won't go astray. It remains in my veins & drains the pain straight to my heart.