I watched the proverbial sunrise Coming up over the Pacific and You might think I'm losing my mind But I will shy away from the specifics 'Cause I don't want you to know where I am 'Cause then you'll see my heart In the saddest state it's ever been This is no place to try and live my life Stop right there That's exactly where I lost it See that line? Well I never should've crossed it Stop right there Well I never should've said that It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back I'm sorry for the person I became I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again 'Cause who I am hates who I've been Who I am hates who I've been ♪ I talk to absolutely no one Couldn't keep to myself enough And the things bottled inside have finally begun To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up and I heard the reverberating footsteps Syncing up to the beating of my heart And I was positive that unless I got myself together I would watch me fall apart And I can't let that happen again 'Cause then you'll see my heart In the saddest state it's ever been This is no place to try and live my life Stop right there That's exactly where I lost it See that line? I never should've crossed it Stop right there I never should've said that It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back Stop right there That's exactly where I lost it See that line? Well I never should've crossed it Stop right there Well I never should've said that It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back I'm sorry for the person I became I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again 'Cause who I am hates who I've been Who I am hates who I've been Who I am hates who I've been And who I am will take the second chance you gave me Who I am hates who I've been 'Cause who I've been only ever made me So sorry for the person I became So sorry that it took so long for me to change I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again 'Cause who I am hates who I've been Who I am hates who I've been