I took the pill
Decided not to second guess myself
Lord you know I think a little too hard
I've got, so much to learn
I find myself
Pacing back and forth
Trying to figure out why I am such a mess
Why can't I just be happy with what I've got?
With what I've got
Is there something more to this?
I don't know what it is
I'm losing sleep again
But that doesn't bother me
Have you ever wondered why the Devil and God are always butting heads?
And I lay down as quietly as can be
Listen to the clicks and creaks in the floor beneath my feet
And I can feel them watching me
Can feel them watching me
Is there something more to this?
I don't know what it is
I'm losing sleep again
But that doesn't bother me
Is there something more to this?
I just can't handle it
I've lost my mind again
But I guess that's alright, yeah, alright
Here I am again
So awake I am
Here I am again
So afraid I am
Here I am again (up all night again)
So awake I am (so awake I am)
Here I am again
Lying in the same bed, I've stayed awake for days in (so awake I am)
This is sin, is this sin?
Here I am again (up all night again)
So awake I am (so awake I am)
Here I am again
More afraid than I've ever been
Tell me it feels like there's more than this (so awake I am)
'Cause I just don't think there is