All my life I've been a nobody I am no one, I am nothing That's the way it's always been And I'll lie through my teeth And say that I'm fine But they aren't even close to the thoughts that cross my anxious mind Cause' now you're gone And I'm so lost And these panic attacks They're coming back to visit me They're knocking at my door And I can't seem to turn them away Picking at my skin Like it's really gonna' make a difference To my state of mind But I just wish that you were by my side ♪ Cause when you were here I didn't have to count in two's I could sleep without the lights on I could look people in the eye ♪ Cause' now you're gone And I'm so lost And these panic attacks They're coming back to visit me They're knocking at my door And I can't seem to turn them away Picking at my skin Like it's really gonna' make a difference To my state of mind But I just wish that you were by my side By my fucking side ♪ Picking at my skin like it's really gonna' make a difference