My mind is heavy with the weight of where I've been And overbearing distance between me and myself Pray that I will make it through the day Pray that my hands won't start to shake My inner workings mend and break I mend and break I start to shake Mend and break And you had to watch me slip away into a state that haunts me every day And I'm sorry for the mess that I've become It haunts me every day and I felt myself fade again And I hope one day I'll leave this place But what hurts the most is seeing the ones I love Being afraid of where I go when I am alone When the bedroom floor becomes my home I shut my eyes, hold my ears and bury myself in guilt And you had to watch me slip away into a state that haunts me every day And I'm sorry for the mess that I've become It haunts me every day and I felt myself fade again And I hope one day I'll leave this place I've broken my spine Bending over backwards to ease my aches So stay, don't dissipate when I'm wearing thin in misery I'm still here Don't fade away when I'm wearing thin Promise me, promise me