I get so deep in my own head An endless pit in my own bed But then you pull me out again Say, drama queen, this ain't the end I fill up with these made-up fears I drown myself in made-up tears You say that this is ending here I hold you and I disappear I disappear I disappear You say, "Would I lie to you? Would I lie to you?" You say, "Come here, my koala Let me hold you like I oughta" I say, "I'm a wreck I'm a fucking mess" You say, "Come here, my koala Let me hold you like I oughta" ♪ Some nights feel like a heavy load A ticking clock and I explode The words get caught up in my throat You give me space, but keep me close Sometimes the voices get so loud So loud, like six feet underground I wake up on the battleground Scared that I won't make it out, make it out God, what if no one remembers we're here? Bones turned to dust as a last souvenir I can't sleep straight through the night You say, "Would I lie to you? Would I lie to you?" You say, "Come here, my koala Let me hold you like I oughta" I say, "I'm a wreck I'm a fucking mess" You say, "Come here, my koala Let me hold you like I oughta" ♪ I disappear I disappear You say, "Would I lie to you? Would I lie to you?" You say, "Come here, my koala Let me hold you like I oughta" I say, "I'm a wreck I'm a fucking mess" You say, "Come here, my koala Let me hold you like I oughta"