I won't stop searching 'til I find it Lost like memories when I was a kid Is it in crystals or a sound bath Or the things I dreamt up, but I never did? I've looked all over, seeing double Do I need a single eye? I need a mail order guru like those mail order brides They say it's all in meditation But when I sit still, I'm afraid what I'll find Am I gonna get better? Did I drink the Kool-Aid? Am I looking in all the wrong places? Is my body just space? I got that American Spirit It's searching for what I can't find I'm looking in holy rivers I pray that she'll show me a sign If I let go of holding tightly Will I see Jesus in a stranger tonight? The devil hides in Coca-Cola But if I'm high, will I be more qualified? 'Cause in my Elvis Presley record I found the light And my books say I'm a badass for just $12.99 Maybe I'll trace it to my family But maybe some things, should be buried alive I got that American Spirit It's searching for what I can't find I'm looking in holy rivers I pray that she'll show me a sign I'm giving up I surrender to you I'm giving up I'm giving up I surrender to you I'm giving up Am I gonna get better? ♪ Am I gonna get better? ♪ I got that American Spirit It's searching for what I can't find I'm looking in holy rivers I pray that she'll show me a sign I got that American Spirit It's searching for what I can't find I'm looking in holy rivers I pray that she'll show me a sign