For the times I held you close For the reasons I can't cope Fool me once Don't fool me twice All the roads I could have chose Walked the line that hurt the most I keep telling me... I'm fine No I'm not I've barely touched ground On my way Till I'm safe and sound I pick up the pieces, building slow 'Cause when I am vulnerable it shows Inside Outside It's better to love and to have lost So I live to win no matter cost It hurts This time Like counting raindrops in the sunshine Never knew with you around How the emptiness would sound I'm drowning in my noisy mind Falling fast and falling hard Makes the crash hurt even more I blame it on my childish heart I'm not fine I've barely touched ground On my way Till I'm safe and sound I pick up the pieces, building slow 'Cause when I am vulnerable it shows Inside Outside It's better to love and to have lost So I live to win no matter cost It hurts This time Like counting raindrops in the sunshine Like counting raindrops in the sunshine Like counting raindrops in the sunshine Like counting raindrops in the sunshine So I get up and run and run and run Just to feel free I run, I run, I run Going fast, going nowhere Let my hair out and fly and fly and fly Got to breathe in new air to clear my mind I'm not dead 'cause I'm lonely I can feel my blood pumping I'm alive I'm alive now but there's so much aching in my heart No more crying No more waiting for you... Waiting for you I pick up the pieces, building slow 'Cause when I am vulnerable it shows Inside Outside It's better to love and to have lost So I live to win no matter cost It hurts This time So I get up and run and run and run Just to feel free I run, I run, I run Going fast, going nowhere Let my hair out and fly and fly and fly Got to breathe in new air to clear my mind I'm not dead 'cause I'm lonely This time That's why I had to write this sad song Echoes of the aftermath