This comes as no goddamn surprise I have been failing all my life I'm desperation personified Another pill for restless mind Tell me how you hate it Tell me how you fake it Tell me how you love me Doing it to myself God, it's overrated Feeling so degraded Tell me how you love me I've become so good at telling lies Express emotions with my knife It's far too late to apologize Another pill just to keep me fine Tell me how you hate it Tell me how you fake it Tell me how you love me Doing it to myself God, it's overrated Feeling fucking jaded Tell me how you love me now Doing it to myself Doing it to myself 'Cause I want something else And I don't need your help 'Cause I want something else (Feeling fucking jaded) And I don't need your help (Feeling fucking jaded)