I hold a rose as I lean on the windowsill And gaze at the world below You were lost at sea and I tried to help you But you couldn't hear me anymore I don't wanna hold my breath over you I don't wanna lose more sleep over you I don't wanna feel this way over you I don't wanna beat myself up, beat myself up Over you Well you've got the weight of it all on your shoulders and I know it But I can't hold it for you anymore It's the silence in the room how it echoes the truth And helps remind me what I'm here for I don't wanna hold my breath over you I don't wanna lose myself over you I don't wanna bleed to death over you I don't wanna beat myself up, beat myself up, beat myself up, beat myself up