I liked to say I tried But I never would I wish I could've cried But I never should And when I heard The raucously loud Saying they wish they understood It felt like I had died But I never could I liked to say I'm fine But I hadn't been I'm not the type to whine Except when I am And I could ghost On everyone else But I wouldn't wanna pretend That I'm alone this time Cuz Ive chosen when I've been getting more distractions Saw my past & guessed your actions I've been stimming with the trigger Of a gun You could ask me how I'm feeling Pull my hands off of the ceiling I will love you till We Make it To the sun But last we spoke Before you drove off You had lied "I'll talk to you soon" So it felt like you died When you left the room I liked to say I tried But I never would I wish I could've cried But I never should And when I heard The raucously loud Saying "guess I misunderstood" It felt like I had died But I never could But I never could But I never could But I never could But I never could But I never could But I never could