My apologies to the mourning hosts I cannot bear to see their daughters ghost I saw it stand beside me last week My apologies, hope you get this soon Gary Numan is locked inside my room Cuz outdoors is horrid And TV is boring And these walls remind me of you I wanna deserve you I wanna preserve you at no cost but I might as well kill you You might as well already be lost inside my Unresponsive head The day you're born again's when I expire I don't wanna be happy anymore Anecdotal emotions for this war It didn't stop your knife from bleeding My apologies, no way to behave Being bitter will not make you be saved Cuz I am abhorrent Cuz you remain dormant Cuz I prob'ly messed up again We coulda been worth it I could've been list'ning to your plight & We coulda been perfect But your brand of perfect isn't quite as kind to All of my regrets The day you're born again's when I get tired I've been thinking in copious amounts I'm becoming you slowly without doubt I might join you in heaven next year Or I'd rather I wait till you arrive If I die, then I'll make it out alive Cuz Life is for losers and Death is for strangers and Scrapbooks for everyone else Oh, I know just how to love you I will become an angel that can Paint your grace from above you I will buy all the frames, so you don't Weaken down again The day your born again's when I'm inspired