I heard you scream from the other side of the house I still can feel you shaking in my thoughts And now you're broken But I am broken too I miss the days when we were young and you would shine I know that I have tried to be a better man There is nothing pure running through these veins anymore There in nothing pure running through these veins anymore Who am I I thought the thoughts in my head would clarify All the reasons why I can't always say the things I need to say to you So I ran away just like I always do I remember the day that I gave up I lost myself, I lost myself again Because I've lived and died watching the wither in your eyes In your eyes And I don't think I've ever loved anything more Than the thought of growing old and loved But the thought of waking up with nothing Left and everything you know and love is gone It scares me to think that I am young And I've had to watch you break So I learned how to ache like it was The only thing that I would ever know Now all that I have left is this lump In my throat and the bags under my eyes And now I know what giving up really feels like There is nothing pure running through these veins anymore