Been a year since we broke up wish my ex knew I've matured a lot Wonder if her new dude gets to see our old spots Haven't hugged since we broke up, got me feeling so blue Check our text thread gottdamn that is so blue Would've died for you... Jumped out of planes if i knew you were my parachute... Can't deny that the line is true... But like a bitch tryna trap a nigga, you put a hole in that too It's been a year since we ended and you still won't take me back I know i did you wrong but i aint do you like that After 4 years i really can't get a text back? People have mental breakdowns over shit like that But fuck it Hope your parents enjoying that state they living in Hope your bro still chasing dreams from new York to England Hope you find a nice guy and raise some nice Children But you let our story end before the author could ended it Why didn't you just let the author finish the story... Why didn't you just let her finish penning the story? And why is it when there was a shooting in (BLEEP) and I hit you up to see if you were okay you aint hit me back?! I wasn't even trying to text you on no fuck shit, I was really just trying to see if you were okay I miss the way you made my heart felt And how you'd tear up when I'd say something that's heartfelt We spent so much time, spent so many hours But you let it all go like that time wasn't ours I'm just trying to move on from these memories But in a weird way these memories be befriending me Cause while i have them, i still kinda have you But if i lose both of those i don't know what I'm gon' do BUT... this'll be the last sob song you get from me Congratulations u broke me... I ponder to myself how could you let go of all this But then remind myself you didn't want to date an artist Could've been worse, could've been real bad There was no ring or kids calling me dad When you said you wouldn't mend things, it nearly murdered me Nothing to celebrate, but happy anniversary Don't leave Say I'm the only one you need Say I'm the only secret you keep Don't break me, don't break me down Don't speak Words only say half what you mean I'm not the only one you see Don't break me, don't break me now, ooh Shout out Collette lush on the hook