When it rains, it really pours And when I cry, I gotta lock the doors When you left, you left me in pieces So now I'm here, trying not to feel this Cause the darkness is the darkest when you're not here And my mind can never shut up with these stupid fears And my heart is so protected but you knocked it down Now I can't feel whenever you're not around Whenever you're not around I guess that you don't care Cause you never call me I'm laying all alone in my bed, trying to be fake happy I need to block you on my socials so I cannot see All the stupid things you say to girls to get to me Trying to play the bad boy, but I can see right through So just know that you're pathetic and I'm so through Cause the darkness is the darkest when you're not here And my mind can never shut up with these stupid fears And my heart is so protected but you knocked it down Now I can't feel whenever you're not around Whenever you're not around You make me feel so bad Make me want you bad But I don't want you back You made me feel so bad You made me want you bad But I don't want to want you back But the darkness was the darkest when you're weren't here And my mind could never shut up with these stupid fears And my heart it is so damaged and it's all cause of you Now I can never feel whenever you're not around Whenever you're not around Whenever you're not around