Been lost up in my ways
Been testing trials in these waves
Teardrops on your window panes
In summer days and still seeing rain
Wish anxiety would watch the two steps
I've been side steppin' shadows find my own depth
I'm drowning
Lord
Please finish what you started
Hard to find your soul when you're stalling
Wish I called my father by his name
Wish I could come home and say
Reciting these lines anyway
God is you lying or is it me
Should I give into these lines anyway
Should I give it all up and let them take me away
Beautiful women ooh
Now I'm sinning
Doing all these drugs in my own fucking kitchen
Been lost up in my ways
Been testing trials in these waves
Teardrops on your window panes
In summer days and still seeing rain
Kill the silence
Cause nothing puts my head to rest
I'm about to hit the bottom
Is it over yet
Wish that I could
Break the habit
See my face again
I'll be fine if I erase the end
But I always go back, always go back
Been lost up in my ways
Been testing trials in these waves
Teardrops on your window panes
In summer days and still seeing rain