I cannot stand the whiteness of this dirty bathroom anymore. Singing to songs I didn't write makes me feel like stealing these days. I wish that I could still try and stop being afraid. I hope I'll sleep safe and sound. I guess I think too much. So now laugh at me! Another beer, another smoke and I start to choke. I wish that I could write again. You really make me smile. It has been a while. I see your face with closed eyes again. We all know it's not too late for me.