There's a trip I know that I would like to take
It seems like the right time and the weather is great
But this journey seems like I'm choosing my own fate
But my bags are packed and I can't wait
But there's this sinking feeling I feel
'Cause this trip is only one way
And it'll be my first one alone
Don't know how I feel about not coming home
And though I'm wishing here with all my might
I guess what they say is always right
That the grass is greener on the other side (the other side)
And when I'm all alone in the pitch black night
My mind is under the bright spotlight
And now I wish this wasn't my fight
Should I catch that flight?
It's been years now, but I still think about it day and night
When's the last time things felt right?
And I wanna scream and shout
But this pounding headache's keeping it inside
Which will it be? Fight or flight?
But there's lots to think about on solo trips like this
Like who I'm leaving behind, and is it worth it?
But it's a constant battle, as if the angel's now the devil
Wanna be strong enough to stay for a little while, but
Despite the wishing on with all my might
I hope what they say isn't right
That the grass is greener on the watered side
And when I'm all alone in the pitch black night
My mind is under the bright spotlight
I know this isn't my fight, but
I don't wanna catch that flight
There's a trip I know I used to wanna take
It's still in the back of my mind, especially when the weather's great
But I've realised, there's more to life than choosing your own fate
And so 'til the time is right
I guess I'll wait