Making a go for it
I can't even look at myself cause I'm drowning
See nobody just some blacking out and falling
'Nother night has just begun and I'm all for it
Does it happen often
Seeing faces round this shitty little coffin
Bit of light come tryna peep in, just a drop and
Cannot trust the little thoughts that try to pop in
What you tryna be
Cannot think about it even for a second
Do not know nobody with the choice I'm making
Seeing through the glass and all I see is more shit
I'm so lit at all the wrong times
Cannot focus
Try to look at brighter sides
But look like oceans
Through the motions
Just to keep the fuckin posing
There's levels to it I'm just
Scratching at the surface but I'm
Hit with all them questions
Tryna live up on the low
Cannot listen to nobody
Ever since I was involved
Cannot listen to nobody
Saying shit where I'm the problem
Cannot listen to nobody
When your face look like a problem
But I'm sipping on this water
Let me think about the rules
And I'm crawling with this shit
When I'm just sitting out here loose
Never hurt nobody
Just some pretty bitches and some fumes
Never try to leave the city
Just to pay a couple dues