Laying in bed Tossing and turning The world is in flames My sanity's burning My body is breaking Life is a barter I suffer for no one But life just gets harder I see living as a thankless act I'm numb till the pain swallows in I keep pushing from beginning to end Joy is not my friend Everyone alive should get a bullet in the head Except for my friends if I have any left There's a light To the end of this unpaved road When I die I want to see the celestial rose I can't break away from Destiny No one has an answer built for me Glasses made of rose I tear away from me Put on this stone to so we can all be free