Whats up mija Its been a long time since we talked I just want you to listen Don't talk just listen We went from crushing, to liking, to love And fighting had me hitting cigarettes like buds So check it out see there I was Focused, I've seen through my mistakes And learned that love is not a game It made me smile and kept me happy too So love is not to blame, I quit on giving excuses I though I gave her the world But didnt see that lack of love and time was taking my girl Who always bragged on me, she even helped on my songs I guess its true you never miss the ones you love till they're gone I should advance in my papers, shouldn't have left with my friends And even now with the money, the love is making no sense So women all alone, thinkin of how you did her wrong Is known to have this little voice inside, that says "Keep movin on" I should of known it all along That every time I left her home I sho gave her the perfect explanation to her doin wrong Its been a long time But some how it seems like it just happened yesterday Them words she just to say Some how they just keep getting in my way tellin me I don't ever wanna have to live my life without you babe, I promise I'll be good to you I know it's all about you babe You know its funny how they say uh, You get only one shot at true love in a lifetime And I guess this is my shout huh It's too bad things didn't work out the way we wanted them to I guess that's just how it goes I looked into your eyes And I seen a tear drop fallin And it broke my heart that it was my fault But I can't change me See I never felt love before and its killin me And I see you were down for me Haven't used since I was around the abusers Who used us for the name, for the game, For the fame, but them hoes were the same And you came with the real and you never lied But you got a man and you need to be by his side Cause when enemies come They come for the ones that you love And I swear to God I would empty my home in my own chest If I knew you were layed to rest Sometimes the hardest things to do in this world are the ones that are for the best And I gave you my heart But I don't want it back you could keep that Cause its yours In lovin memory Of the love that could never be In a physical form And you and I both know You win some, you lose some So we walk away From being in love Damn, as I turn away I could hear you say "I don't wanna live" I don't ever wanna have to live my life without you babe, I promise I'll be good to you I know it's all about you babe Baby doll you're the one I wanna be with You're the kinda girl I wanna be seen with If you see what I see It could be me and you With the love is really true You be one i'll be true Whats the matter baby boo Am I comin too hard? Comin out hard like I rolled the bulevard? Got the keys to my heart You were knocking on my door Door was always open I was wishing, I was hoping You could see it in my eyes I ain't gotta lie I don't give a fuck If I roll a new truck Cause the money can't buy true friends you can trust All the love and the lust We discused on the hush Wuts the matter baby? Tell wuts matter wit it Tell me why you mad at me Tell me if you can Maybe I can be your man Do you really understand That I'm doing all I can But the snitches and the bitches Steady fuckin up my plans Cause I am what I am And I do what I do Its fucked up getting caught up with a love that ain't true Like the first time around we were crazy little kids Im a sucker for the love And you did me like you did Now the second time around Do you whisper in the wind Cause the rumors go around Now you're caught up in the twist No matter what they say Trynna dirty up my name Romero, I'm a lobo I ain't never gonna change But no matter what they say Baby its o.k. You wanna have fun We can have it that way Im a lover Im a fighter Im a rapper Im a writer And i'm looking for a hyna that is proper That will give me all the time in the world From her head to her toes In the backseat Parked on the side of the road Give me one last dance Give me one last chance With the one mans girl that I'm living with out I don't ever wanna have to live my life without you babe, I promise I'll be good to you I know it's all about you babe You see in realtionships You get what you put in And you get what you deserve See I got what I deserved And I made it like that Dont leave me alone I coulnt make it on my own I hope you're o.k. Im sitting, waitin by the phone I want you to stay So baby when you coming home? But what can I say You're never home, You're always gone