I'm not good with words Don't really know when to shut up sometimes So I bite my nails Cuz maybe if I eat myself up You won't realise (okay, so basically) Sometimes I wake up But I don't really wake up And the days all melt into this strange dust Oh wait, that's makeup And I'm just wondering If I could fix all of this now Would I, without a doubt We're sad but maybe that's what life's about Feeling like I wanna cry Feeling like I wanna scream, I can't sleep Feeling like a waste of time But honestly, life's a dream I wanna cry, I wanna cry I'm having fun, not gonna lie I'm gonna cry, I'm gonna cry I'm having fun, not gonna lie I think a lot, sometimes a bit too much So I shut my thoughts out then I tell myself D I S A S S O C I A T E now Please I wake up but I don't really wake up And I keep telling myself You can do this, honey yea You got this now I'm not broken I'm just young and learning We're sad but maybe that's what life's about Feeling like I wanna cry Feeling like I wanna scream, I can't sleep Feeling like a waste of time But honestly, life's a dream Feeling like I wanna cry Feeling like I wanna scream, I can't sleep Feeling like a waste of time But honestly, life's a dream We're gonna cry, we're gonna cry We're having fun, not gonna lie We're gonna cry, we're gonna cry We're having fun, not gonna lie We're gonna cry, we're gonna cry We're having fun, not gonna lie We're gonna cry, we're gonna cry We're having fun, not gonna lie