This is weighing me down
You built up the walls
I couldn't knock to the ground
A memory I wish I never recalled.
This is an epitaph to me
That speaks of a man on his knees
These vices have closed their grip on me
I can feel them linger in the air I breathe
I'm sick of broken promises that fill the void inside my head
(Not enough to cast me out just show me who I am)
And I've been fighting with myself just to keep the upper hand
(Your thoughts are set in stone
This is the only pain you'll ever know)
Can you feel anything, other than lies and deceit
I'll do the best that I can to fight away this disease
Can you feel anything other than lies and deceit
I'll do the best that I can to fight away this disease
Are you fighting?
Are you listening?
I've been asking
Are you still with me?
Are you fighting?
Are you listening?
I've been asking
Are you still with me?
I'm sick of broken promises that fill the void inside my head
(Not enough to cast me out just show me who I am)
And I've been fighting with myself just to keep the upper hand
(Your thoughts are set this is the only pain you'll ever know)
And in a moment of silence I realized
That I was the problem not the solution
That I was the man behind the mask
Placing back the cracked emotions
I'd left for dead in the back of my mind for so long
Finally feeling enough serotonin
To pull myself together
I'M SO LOST
Not afraid of my past
Jjust afraid of my future
These shackles I've tightened
Won't hold me down
I've lost all remorse
For the person I was
These weary eyes will see once again
Not afraid of my past
Just afraid of my future
These shackles I've tightened
Won't hold me down
I've lost all remorse
For the person I was
These weary eyes will see once again
Recover from who I was
Discovering who I am
And who I should be.