How can I find my way while digging these graves How can I find my way while stagnant in suffering I can't know peace here Promised I'd get better but I'm dragged back down by the returning feeling of despair Wading through this disdain Light returns and I remember my name But how long will this last Cauterize the wound (mother fucker bite down) I will steal your voice I'm in purgatory (Burn my effigy) Medicate like chewing glass Bittersweet memories of my joy It gets worse But I'll wear this sword first and it will be my doom Pain comes in waves Pain comes in waves Clear through the hurt in my heavy eyes Visions of why I've thrown myself aside Regulated acceptance unaccompanied by fucking regret Pain comes in waves Pain comes in waves But it's not your fault (If it wasn't for you) It's not your fault (We could finally sleep) It's not your fault (Soul rest at ease) It's not your fault Exhale (It's not your fault)