I found myself Dreaming of that night again Your soul clinging to your lifeless body I watched in horror As you left this earth The light inside me Left with you Once again Awake in a sweat The cold stale air It reeked with death Come and take me next With his cruel hands Reaching for the knife Steel meets skin One thing I'm sure of is Death is a thief The time is never right But the time always comes Stealing away My life and my peace There's no escape The grief swallows me Into the depths I fall Unable to speak Unable to scream Out for help Because there's no one there Beyond those golden gates No saviors no one in sight The way you left It follows me How I found you Burned in my mind Upon the floor Swimming in vomit Filled with agony Never the same Etched to the wall Where your picture hangs Now a portrait Of better days I find no peace Without you There's no escape The grief swallows me Into the depths I fall Unable to speak Unable to scream Out for help Because there's no one there Beyond those golden gates No saviors no one in sight This rotting need Holds root in the waters That flow through me We walk through the flowers And drift to sleep The air breaks free Releasing me Into the deep Leaving me You're leaving me Understand that I need you here Understand that I need you I just need you to Promise me that you will never leave