Does god turn their back on us When we step away from them Am I shouting to a deaf ear, when I kneel to pray My words weren't sent to a deity Did they ever leave these walls I can't help but feel like I'm all by myself I sure as hell don't feel used Just feel like a waste of time (I'm a waste) Where do I begin? Have I even started yet Glancing at our futures Still stuck in the past Lying to myself Just to feel reassured I can't help but feel like a waste of breath I know I have a purpose But haven't found it yet No one above, empty below So alone Drowning underwater, trying to stay afloat Reaching out for help, grabbing thin air Can't seem to reach the surface The end seems so far away These trials never ending These trials never ending Always haunting me I can't live this way anymore I can't help but feel Like a waste of breath I know I have a purpose But haven't found it yet No one above, empty below So alone in this life I can't help but feel like a waste of breath I know I have a purpose But haven't found it yet No one above, empty below So alone Lost in the valley There were shadows of death In the corner of my eye I can't escape you yet I was lost in the valley There were shadows of death Hanging from the pulpit I can't see it A book of nothing