Open the door to the cellar
I'm greeted by a weary face
The look in his eyes
Show no sign of satisfaction
In the things I became
I only wish he knew
That I lay awake
Gasping for some reprieve
I always try to forget
But this place always finds its way back to me
I never meant to return
When I left you in this empty fucking house
I never wanted
To gaze upon all the things that I've
If I could
I would bury you beneath the ashes
With the rest of my humanity
We were thrust in opposing existence
I was meant for life
And you were always meant to die
The bitter refusal
To taste the poison that is mortality
I carry no burden
Save for the sight of you
Are we forever bonded by this path
Is it in death that we always find our end
Our only purpose
Was to uphold a balance imperfect
Repeat it all again and again
Sever the tether that holds me here
Sever the cancer of this rotting limb
That's eating away at my skin
Oh, hideous deformity
I do not wish to speak your name
If only there was a way to release you from
This life of perdition
I would cut your throat
And watch the canvas bleed upon the floor
Cut your throat
And release me from this life of perdition
I never meant to return
When I left you in this empty fucking house
I only wanted solace from the memories
That I cannot erase
You are a stain upon the holy body
A false stroke
Upon the face of death
You are a dismal reminder of the misery
That awaits me at the end
What awaits you at the end
The cellar door creeped open again
The gaze, it burrowed through
From the corner of the room
Where it's always laid stagnant
I always knew you'd return
No path can lead you from the truth that you've learned
Like a disease
You waste away your fragile mortality
Why can't you look at me
Gaze upon your failures
And embrace the hell that you've wrought
You carry no burden
Now you must gaze upon
The void is created in the bowels of anguish
The soul is consumed by what the eyes behold
The void is created in the bowels of anguish
Swallow the canvas and consume me whole