I keep holding onto temporary pleasure
Just begging for some closure
Everything feels so dead
When can I put this bullet in my head
The curtain drops
I've never felt so alive
Why did it take so long
To end my fucking life
Losing myself again
My body falls to its knees
I'm begging someone please
Just take away this suffering
My whole life has been a disgrace
How do I rid my mouth of this bitter taste
The world outside will no longer suffice
When the sun is barely keeping me alive
I
Feel like my life is wasted
Can't feel a thing but this pain is fucking overrated
This tunnel vision making me feel
Like nothings ever worth it
My mind
Is on a fucking loop and I can't take it
Take me back to when I could feel again
Now I'm just living on borrowed time
How much more do I have to climb
Losing myself again
My body falls to it's knees
I'm begging someone please
Just take away this suffering
My whole life has been a disgrace
How do I rid my mouth of this bitter taste
The world outside will no longer suffice
When the sun is barely keeping me alive
My whole life has been a disgrace
How do I rid my mouth of this bitter taste
The world outside will no longer suffice
When the sun is barely keeping me alive
I feel like my life is wasted
Can't feel a thing but this is fucking devastating
Looking
At life
Through tunnel vision
I'm trapped
Inside
This flesh prison
I have
Always felt like shit
I can't look at myself in a mirror
I'm
So fucking disgusted
With myself
Stuck in
This flesh
Prison